Invisible Monsters

I started reading Invisible Monsters today and the authors way with words had me roaring with laughter. I admit I’ve only quickly read the first three chapters but I feel like it is gonna be the best book I’ve ever read with quotes like “Don’t let me die here on this floor,” Brandy says “My hair!.. My hair will be flat at the back!” This is seriously something I’d imagine myself saying so I couldn’t stop laughing. I’m already in love with it so much. And it’s the inspiration for Panic! At The Disco’s song Time To Dance so how can I not love it?

Dream Notes

Oh no I just this second had a nightmare so I’m writing it down in case I forget.. Someone feel free to analyze :) - A ‘hacker’ was attacking people but in real life. He was invisible too like he is online… It was like a psychological horror film. He hijacked a large gathering of people inc me at my school, we were all sat in rows on chairs and he was like targeting ‘random’ people, the lights went off and we were waiting for his next victim, every so often you’d hear someone from the room being hacked, which was basically killed but you couldn’t see it happening, you couldn’t hear voices, just the noises of the dragging off of the school assembly hall floor (you know the squeaky noise it can make?) The next wait went on for a while, I whispered to my friend next to me ‘take my hand’ all of a sudden it felt like someone was behind us, she slowly turned around and said ‘he’s here’.. It felt like something had hold of me from behind, a force. It was hacking into my brain ready to drag me away, I knew it was happening but no one else did, it was like he took our souls because our shells (actual body) stayed as they were in the chair. I could see people around me still cowering, waiting. It was as if you had to not think and if you did he’d get you text because I remember trying to clear my mind but all of a sudden 1000 things filled it and he got me, then I (my soul?) started being dragged out the room. I was screaming for help but then I woke myself up cos I was screaming in real life :(

Something happened tonight which I can’t exactly blog about.. And that’s saying something considering I blog about everything!

But you know when you have something build up inside of you that in all honestly shouldn’t be, something that SHOULD be said outloud but in doing so you’ll cause major and I mean MAJOR shit? Well something that was building inside me finally came out, I seemingly ruined two peoples lives in the process but in my opinion it was for the best, for one of the two people anyhow.

What I said resulted in me arguing and being angrily confront by a man, a real man. A big. Scary. Man. But I shot him down and had him skulk off. Never in my life has that happened, my balls has grown tenfold tbh. I’ve caused a hell of a load of shit and drama but fuck me I’m proud for standing up for what I think was right and sticking up for someone I care for. I should do it more often